January 2010
23 posts
happy
new year - only 3 hours left of 2009 and thank god.
lets hope 2010 turns out well.
fuckyeahdeathcab:
nrrdgrrrl:
so everybody put...
December 2009
23 posts
time for you to come home,
i miss your face.
and so this is christmas...
merry christmas, hope it was nice.
“who you are is not up to them”
things you can never know
how much you actually hurt me and how much i changed because of it
how sad i really get when we have to be in different cities for a long time
how i’m afraid that if i were to really lose you, i would never feel this way about anyone else again
how i’m afraid i’ll never really be enough for you
how i hope i’m not letting myself settle by being in love with you like...
i want a typewriter.
and to find where my polaroid camera went.
“I don’t know that love changes. People change. Circumstances change.”
– Nicholas Sparks (via kari-shma)
i just looked at my last few posts. what a difference four days make.
suprised
that we’re, for lack of a better term, back together. but i love it. and fuck it, i love you.
i’m happier now than i have been since, what the beginning of october? and you’re right, other friends are great, but they’re in no way you.
“time passes. even when it seems impossible. even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of a blood behind a bruise. it passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but it does pass. even for me”
maybe.
maybe i don’t actually have to ever become whole again. maybe i just have to learn how to be the me i am now, with those pieces missing, for someone else.
and maybe that could be good enough.
